Back home

i been living with a shadow overhead
i been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i been alone for so long
trapped in the past, i just cant seem to move on
i been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need them again sumday
i been setting a sad time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
all i wanna do is find a way back into home
i cant make it through without a way back into home
i been watching but the stars refuse to shine
i been searching but i just dont see the signs
i know that its out there
theres gotta be something for my soul sumwhere
i been looking sumone to shed some light
not sumbody just to get me through the night
i could use some direction
and i open to ur suggestions
there are moments when i dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation
i'm hoping u will show me what to do
and if u help me to start again
u know that i will be there for u in the end...