I never realized

i remember all my life
raining down as cold as ice
a shadow of a man
a face through a window
crying in the night
the night goes into
morning just another day
happy people pass my way
looking in their eyes
i see a memory
i never realized
how happy you made me
you came and you gave without taking
but i sent you away
you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
and i need you today
i'm standing on the edge of time
i walked away when love was mine
caught up in a world of uphill climbing
the tears are in my mind
and nothing is rhyming
yesterdays a dream i face the morning
crying on the breeze
the pain is calling again...