Sorry blame it on me

as life goes on
i'm startin to learn more and more about responsibility
and i realize that everything i do is affecting the people around me
so i wanted to take this time out
to apologize for things that i done
and things that havent occured yet
things that i want to take responsibility for
sorry for the times that i left you home
i was on the road and you were alone
sorry for the times that i had to go
sorry for the fact that i did not know
that you were sittin home just wishin we
could go back to when it was just you and me
sorry for the times i would neglect
sorry for the times i disrespect
sorry for the wrong things that i done
sorry i'm not alwaz there for you
sorry for the fact that i'm not away
that you cant sleep at night when i am not there
cause i'm in the streets like everyday
sorry for the things that i did not say
like how you are the best thing in my world
and how i'm so proud to call you my girl
i understand there are some problems
and i'm not to blind to look
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if i can apologize for being wrong
then its just a shame on me
i be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me
sorry that you had to do it on your own
sorry that i went and added to your grief
sorry that i grew up way too fast
i wish i would listened and not be so bad
sorry that your life turned out this way
sorry that it took so long to see
that they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
sorry that it took so long to speak
for the embarrassment she felt for what i done...