Story of my life

i fell in love with sum1
she use to be my whole world
i just love her
but one day i decided to break her heart
without telling why
if only she could understand
what i did was for her own good
i have my own reasons
i wanted was for her to go on
but i never change and just stay in here
she thinks that i'm a bad person
but it ok
maybe it is better for her
not to know the truth
i been trying to be there for her
i wanted to help her but its just no use
my heart is already as hard as stone
she would never listen to what i want to say
all of that dont matter anymore
what matters is that she thinks that i'm always bad
i'm just ordinary person
i could not do anything except to write a story
now i only sitting alone
it is ok for my heart to hurt as long
as she is hepy with her life
if she hepy i also hepy to see her
my life have been change
even if i tried everything not to lose
her friendship but still in the end i cannot do
but still i'm trying to lower my ego
i know that she is a good person
i know that she can do great with his studies
the person that she hates so much is the one who has faith in her
i hope that sumday will change and we can be a better person
cause i never want see her cry...