I'm nobody but myself

all my life i had been looking for sumthing
and everywhere i turned
sum1 tried to tell me what it was
i accepted their answers too
though they were often in contradiction
i was naive looking for myself and asking everyone
except myself questions which i could answer
it took me a long time and much
my expectations to achieve
a realization everyone else
appears to have been born with that
i'm nobody but myself
the life of every man is a diary
in which he means to write one story and writes another
to be nobody but urself in a world which is doing its best
night and day to make u everybody else
means to fight the hardest battle
which any human being can fight and never stop fighting
the great majority of us are required
to live a life of constant duplicity
ur health is bound to be affected
if day after day u say the opposite of what u feel
if u grovel before what u dislike
and rejoice at what brings u nothing but misfortune
almost everyman wastes part of his life
in attempts to display qualities which he
does not possess and to gain applause which he cannot keep
today i think of life itself now as a wonderful play
that i written for myself
and so my purpose is to have the outmost fun playing my part
i’m learning to be what i are and learn to
resign with a good grace all that i not
i'm much better employed from every point of view
when i live solely for my own satisfaction
than when i begin to worry about the world
the world frightens me
and a frightened man is no good for anything...