In between

let me apologise to begin with
let me apologise for what i'm about to say
but trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
but sumhow i got caught up in between
between my pride and my promise
between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
the things i want to say to u before they come
the only thing thats worse than one is none
and i cannot explain to u
in anything i say or do or plan
fear is not afraid of u
guilts a language u can understand
i cannot explain to u in anything i say or do
i hope the actions speak the words they can
for my pride and my promise
for my lies and how the truth gets in the way
the things i want to say...