My heroine

the drugs begin to peak
a smile of joy arrives in me
but sedation changes to panic and nausea
and breath starts to shorten
and heartbeats pound softer
u wont try to save me
u just want to hurt me and leave me desperate
u taught my heart a sense i never knew i had
i cant forget the times that i was
lost and depressed from the awful truth
how do u do it
u are my heroine
u wont leave me alone
chisel my heart out of stone i give in everytime
i bet u laugh at the thought of me thinking for myself
i bet you believe that i'm better off with u than sum1 else
ur face arrives again all hope i had becomes surreal
but under ur covers more torture than pleasure
and just past ur lips theres more anger than laughter
not now or forever will i ever change u
i know that to go on i will break u my habit
u taught my heart a sense i never knew i had
i cant forget the times when i was
lost and depressed form the awful truth
how do u do it
u are my heroine
i will save myself...