The most hang out i ever do

with less of free time i hang out most of the night
cause after this i lot more bz than i ever had
commitment to get my dream come true
i'm shivering when i done with it
walked all the way all the distance silently
such a waste of energy but it the thing i want to do
to make me more tired and to make me sleepy and then can sleep
i'm hungry but i just dont know what to do here
anyway i can find some food outside
and maybe get some sleep after back home
i dragged my feet miles and miles with friend
to get away the loneliness in me
my usual route seems to be 10 times longer
i just didnt have energy to walk
but i'm still dragging my feet to waste my times in the night
if i like some places i stay then i go to another places
with the cold i fell inside and outside
cause the raining day that make me wet lot of the night
but i feel sumway that it the best i like to do
everyday i get use with it
everyday i never miss to do that things
now i feel to come home
cause i dont want to lost my way home
the moment i saw my bed i just collapsed
dont care if the bed sheet is off
dont care that the mattress have the paperwork
dont care if my pillow is on the other bed
all i want to do now is sleep
sumtimes i feel vibrating and see my phone
see who or whom that contacts me
but no feel to read and reply
in my dream state its nice to be able to sleep
cause i 1 of the ppl that dificult to sleep
insomnia that i get long times ago
wish to make the insomnia away from me
can anybody try to make it away...